Its time to fix that! I should not feel this way to a place I pay half of the rent. Neither should I keep pretending as if I am happy. A change is gonna come. Soon. And very soon.
No more feeling as if I am "begging". What's meant to be will be and what's not won't ever be. If its in His will, I'll have it. If its not, I won't. Simple. As. That.
Confession: I tend to allow people to stay in my life more than they deserve due to me not wanting other people to judge me. Honestly, screw you! Only God can judge me. Why should I suffer for your lack of maturity?! She can have it. Lord knows I can do bad by myself! Adios.
